Our alma mater
Well. I actually did one blog about this already. But it yes, it did closed and something fortunate occured. How unfortunate for the second tune repeating it and plus I knew and felft it was going ti happen but didn’t copy it. Actually it can’t be copied I don’t know something weird about this tab.
So I forgot already. Because once I type, I rarely think while iwrite or type to be specific. It just goes on with my randim stunning mind and my very fast fingers typing. Lord, help me remember the words that were there.
Growing up and not stepping out of our comfort zone was a common thing for all of us. We were so not surprised with our school, since it was literally our second home. All our life. Our life was devoted to it. For the record, I hold a loyalty award to our schol, I have been there since kinder to senior year high school. Wishing for two more years of high school though before.
The closest thing that was about transfering was rooms, every year. That was the only constant chabge in our school. School stayed the same, patient teachers were stilk there, school routines were always the same. Having second thoughts of tranfering to schools was one of the biggest thoughts of my classmates. I mean, I do not object to their idea since they were so bored with everything and they wanted simethiong exciting. We may not be advanced to everything and every common fact of knowledge there is. Honestly speaking, we were not that competent and trained like the others. But that just takes a snap of the finger to be learned by it. But what you can not have by a snap of a finger is indeed, friendship. We had each other for our whole lives. Our other classmates may transfered before yet they came back and the normal thing goes on and on. I am of course very thankful and blessed to be in that school, it may not be perfect. But peooe there with you were so perfect. Everyone was meant to be compatible with each other. Reunion’s speak for itself. I know bestfriends can read with each other. But actually we can do that to. Plus, we were one of the best batches ever. We wer made with everyone so smart and so notorious, our title ever since fourth grade. Perfect match of everything. So guys, we were actually blessed to have each other. Yep.
just got home from an awesome party, debut of rosalyn. It was indeed fuun, seeing my old friends which will frever be y friendsds.
Well, I was maybe in elementary or movung to high schol when I had a dream waking up and seeing my all my family outside the garden all dressed in white. Kept talking to them, but they can’t or even at least notice me.
I am not a believer of such thing and related to it I do not even give interest at. This afternoon, is one of the worst of the worst, ate gang was busy showering.. I was at the garage petting my sweet dog, and someone was knocking at my back. It even moved the curtain twice, I even looked back. I assumed it was ate gang, but minutes after, she just went out. She just finished showering. This is not my first time experiencing. People who are only close and devoted to God experience these things. Peop.e who don’t care, just nothing. I don’t know why. But this is scary. Beyond scary. I never wanted to be s part of like this, but in everyday living of ours,there’s a reason. I’m too fearful for experiencing this all over again. Since fifth grade.. what if. Sopmethuing bigger happens. Ughhhhhhhh.
Wanting the urge to be different in a way makes me hard to achieve it. Being different in a way that means having the difficulty in pursuing it and being in it. But I guess this would make me really happy and it is. Starting on with finding the school here at my place was so hard since they were not really offering courses that I want on provinces. I went off to schools which I just enrolled into so I wont take any rest, because I might be in a wrong path and have the enjoyment on my balloon and not go to school anymore. Anyways it was worth it since I know in what field I will enter is not a fun university style that everyone is experiencing, good thing I even experienced that. It was all for living life and of course learning too. Anyways, the feeling is great since I already have what I wanted in a very long time.
I know what this field did to my grandfather, it feels like to his stories it was bloody hard I know, but see what happened to him now, he is actually so successful that he can do anything, but anything and no limits at all. We live in this life that we do not even know what might happen for next minute, next hour and next day. So I want to take risks that I know is worthy and will make myself something someday. I have a great life right now,everything just laid out in front of me but I wont be living life until I grow up depending on others, I want something that I would work hard for and something that I would be telling myself everyday, Yes. I made the right choice. It might be hard, but my skills and maybe patience is up for it! I am determined, very determined that no one knows since I do not expose how I want it to work and showed.This is really something that is time consuming to the point that you can not just learn this by just that and thisI chose this since this is eventually the toughest of all, and the most unique and you get to really go out every now and then, you develop your skills, it is not just simply a field that is though. I went into something that is worked hard for before you enter and growing skills with on the way, I see myself on other fields too, but some people are even there on their successful lives where in they did not even take a degree with them and look at them now. It would be lovely being a person who is good at general . So I am guessing that I am one of the fortunate ones because I get to be in one of the greatest fields and the thrilling one. I would want to have a fulfilling life without regrets, so might as well reach the other end while it is early. Inspired by my grandfather of course.