Every single detail of my birthday
It is the one that marks perfection for me, not actually marks when it came to be that the word itself describes the whole scenario.
Before I forget the feeling and past through October, I will let myself reminisce the exact feelings even though it was only done two weeks ago, I had a close to blog about it on my phone and prayers though. But this is different. As well as my eighteenth birthday, I did not wish for anything exact. I did not assume anything too, or demand as much. A simple birthday would do with family. Always and forever that happens. Of course. Starting the week watching The Vampire Diaries, giving some gift for myself, and spending the week getting addicted to Vampire Diaries did not let me pay as much attention that would really let me. I just had some little excitement when it came past midnight, I did not even want to embrace me being at a legal age, I was trying my best to sleep early and embrace it in the morning. But did not go as it planned. Sleeping late and waking up in the morning with just a usual feeling of everyday, kind of much feeling sleepy more than than the excitement of my birthday. There goes the start of the day, waking up and walking towards the other room, as usual for a birthday celebration here, family members will help each other to prepare for the celebration at the evening, they embraced me with Happy Birthday! Instead of a Good morning I suppose. While watching Vampire Diaries and not to think of my birthday that much, Gosh. I just hate when all of the attention is given to me, even on my birthday. But that is the common thing and fact that happens to everyone actually, the things that you do not like, those are the things that are given to you. Hundred percent irony I guess. A phone call came after I showered and My Ninang which is a Godmother in Filipino, asked me if I want to wear a dress for my birthday, I just said Yes okay, I will. Except with the doubt cause I am not yet waxed and not planning to be since it still can not. Every birthday or event really has its flaws. It can not be that perfect like a fairy tale with every inch of perfection laid unto it. So there she was asking me if I wanted to, then the feeling just bursting out of my body with some touching moments of my life, haha. I know it is every girls dream of being surprised with a dress on a special date or event and I know the usual thing is your boyfriend giving it to you, and maybe that one is great but no, receiving a dress and them preparing for the special day of mine and me especially not planning for a birthday blast, it was yes, incredible. Oh wait, that is not yet the special part, here comes the real preparation and that means for me to stop watching my marathon and as soon as they entered home, oh my gosh. They are bringing flowers and a very nice dress which I do not have any idea on what were they doing! They were all wearing make up and well dressed and I am wearing a shorts and a shirt only! I really had no idea and that comes with complete adrenaline rush with me shaving my armpit and that is a bad idea though, my waxing routine got ruined. But that was one worth event it was not like any other event or date or birthday that I have gone too or experienced. Going on, rushing and preparing myself to a party that feels like I have no idea where I am going and doing right now exactly. Finding myself back and forth to my room and my parents’ bathroom with the rest of the family inside the living room, and there it came. I thought they just handed the roses to me, they had a better idea that would not give me much excitement, it gave me chills. I did not like it at all. I am not a fan of it or anything. The speeches! Eighteen roses with speeches, yes again it is a surprise which did not like in a way that I found myself in the middle of the speech of my last rose, Grandpa. I cried!! I felt embarrassment but it was actually normal for a surprised person and while writing about it, I do not really want to remember that feeling and yes, feelings and things that you do not like comes to you. But yes, it was magical. It is my dream to have a very unforgettable party that would not make my eyebrows meet up together, it was like chilling on a day having marathon with a baby on your side, part of it was babysitting. Feeling like any other day, but it surely did not end as any other day.
Maybe because I am the type of person that really appreciates everything she has with life, and growing up having everything and Thank God, yes I really do Thank God a lot, if it is possible I will thank him a million times a day. I did not grow up having a hardship. Everything is just laid out upon me, and I had the opportunity to throw a very magical ball with a debut, I am not a fan of the attention only to me. Not a huge fan. I had a thought when I was still seventeen years old, I would throw a ball when I reach twenty! Kidding. I do not know. But I know with myself tat I am not ready for a debut and the fact that you will not interact with people who are actually there is not a good sign for me. I actually have everything I need right now, Thank God again yes. Family for me is the greatest wealth someone can have. Having them by my side since I was born until now they never left my side. I actually have everything anyone would ever dream of, even more than more. I just am not a materialistic person which I love about myself. I do not give love on materials, I give love to people.
Maybe today is really destined for me to finish this up, oh wait. Start it up! Celebration with friends came into a detour. The stay of my bestfriend here at Pampanga does not go well with my school stuff and my out of town stuff which is today, I have not showered yet and we are leaving in an hour. Kind of a hectic schedule I am sensing.
So let’s start with the celebration with my friends, it was expected to be a party till dawn but I was in a very short time that my school was not in for it, my vacation time and my best friends’ time was not going with the flow on the desired plan, so Czarina suggested to just go out for lunch date at Marquee like what my best friend did last summer. Although.. The one who planned it was absent. Of course I tried to have vanity for myself a little, gave myself some pampering since they were all late, what is even new right.. Pretty much a good thing. I had to do my manicure with my bestf riend Nikka, she was the one on time and we had some one on one time. I was like a music that is on an automatic playlist who does not even stop talking, well.. what do you expect with two bestfriends not hanging out all the time, it was like everything just had to come out, my ideas, my suggestions, our little chit chat. Irvin and Richard came first out of all the rest, which was surprising for me since the other one told me he was not coming. Tightly hugged Richard, he has been missing on our group dates and now is a no surprise for the other one who is a complete irony who makes my day, well a day would not be perfect without some flaws unto it. Jessa, Mikko, Cassandra and Paul came after wards. We had a normal lunch date except when Irvin was up to something, having some private chit chat with one of the workers. He was planning a surprise which was obvious a little that he was up to something, but not expected to be greeted in a way that I was so shocked to death, not a fan of surprises but it was beautiful, it was loud and people smiling everywhere, it was nice. Still having a feeling of nervous since the guy shouted straight to me and I thought there was some emergency thing going on, paid the bill and went around with friends. They drank Milktea which that was my treat, that only. Lunch was exempted. Irvin’s idea. Saw Hanna along the way! Picture taking like ignorant people at Marquee Mall was done. Even walking we were still taking pictures. We were weird but at least we were weird all together. Ha! Very tiring fun day. Went home through jeep. and seeing their faces.. they were exhausted it was like I was the only one awake. Hahaha Worthy day!
TO BE CONTINUED
And… We went to Cebu and it felt like a really complete perfect birthday for me, it was not a grand party although but it was great. Simply perfection. It was a a vacation that I would never forget it feels like its time for me to leave my comfort zone more, it was great. It was an unforgettable birthday indeed. Thank you again and again, Lord.